Modpack link for any fellow sadists who want it for some reason:
https://bit.ly/39uOWUE
(you need forge 1.12.2-14.23.5.2844 https://bit.ly/2F6Wvmf )
my twitch: https://bit.ly/2mdeFwz
my twitter: https://bit.ly/2kDc2Uj
channel discord: https://discord.gg/boffy